The Chelsea striker has been included in the lionesses squad for next month’s home tournament despite not having featured for the Blues since February.
She battled extreme fatigue and had an oxygen tent set up in her home to help her recover and ultimately seal a spot on Sarina Wiegman’s team.
“I wouldn’t say there was fear, I never really had in mind, ‘oh my GodI’m not going to be selected for the Euros now ‘because I just wasn’t focusing my energy on that feeling,’ said Kirby, who was an unused substitute in Chelsea’s FA Cup final win over Manchester City last month.
“While going to Chelsea to train, I had conversations with (manager) Emma (Hayes) and just said, ‘look, what will be, if I’m ready, I’m ready’.
“I believe things happen for a reason, and either I’m going to make the team or I won’t. If I show up and I’m not picked, then at least I know I have all done.
“It was really a relief to be selected, but I don’t think it was about thinking about it every day because it’s not in your control, it’s all you can do. .”
Kirby has dealt with the problem for about five years and has learned to listen to his body.
Her first minutes since February were as a substitute in last week’s 3-0 win over Belgium at Molineux and she could feature in Friday’s second warm-up game against the Netherlands at Elland Road.
But she admits it can be difficult to deal with as she hasn’t been able to identify the source of the problem.
“It was extreme fatigue and extreme exhaustion. We were talking about underperformance fatigue syndrome, so there was a lot of stuff thrown in here and there,” said the 28-year-old, who has 15 goals. in 54 selections.
“It wasn’t like you had a brain scan to show you’re dealing with a certain thing, so it was a lot of work with different psychologists to learn different ideas, working with different specialists in terms of nutrition and recovery .
“I put up an oxygen tent in my house so I was just learning about different things that can help and it opened my eyes not only to the recovery that you can see but also the other aspects that help. accompany.
“Throughout my career, I’ve learned a lot of different things with my journey.
“It’s a concern (not finding the definitive problem), but for me, I learn every time. It’s something that I had to deal with for five to six years of my career, it’s not not something that happened in February.
“It’s been a permanent feeling that I’ve had, so I’ve kind of learned now what the triggers are, when I start to feel a certain way and how I can prevent that from happening.
“It’s not something I can control. These are sacrifices I have to make and decisions I have to make.
“It definitely opened my eyes to how important it is to listen to your body and when you need to take a break, you take a break and really enjoy it.”
Kirby also had the backing of boss Wiegman and revealed the confidence her manager had in her, after earning the grade during training at St George’s Park.
“It’s more of a relief for me. It’s been a journey, especially the last few months, but I think as soon as I started to feel better, I trained every day with the mindset of being ready for when Sarina announces her squad.” , she said.
“It was (the selection) one of those where you sit there waiting for your phone to come on and say ‘go to the room’, kind of like X Factor.
“I walked in and saw her smiling, so I was like, ‘OK, I hope she doesn’t smile and send me home.
“She told me that she knew from the start that I was going to be an important part of this team, and we had some really honest conversations leading up to that.
“I said to him, ‘I need you to be honest with me and I’ll be honest with you, if we both feel I’m not ready then we make that decision.’
“Obviously it was a good conversation and she could see in the two weeks leading up to the Euros that I was growing up in the team, and I was in training and I didn’t really have Feel like you’ve been away, so that’s always a nice feeling.
England’s Fran Kirby relieved to prove fitness in time for Euro 2022
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